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wow it's been so long since i've written!
well let me fill you in on the deeetttz. there's lotzzzzzz ;)
marcelo
so overrrr himmmm it's hilarious! i dont know why i liked him so much. seriously it was really creepy. liek i said before, i wouldve done like everything for him. everything! i felt liek at his knees. where i could just feed him and make him happy and thats all i needed. what the fuckkkk was that all about. its liek one day i woke up and finally realized....uh wtf am i doing? and then i started seeing all his flaws and shit. its that im so selfconcious that i didnt think a boy could really like me and so i took advantage of the hugs and everything. it made me feel good. and also, we were in alot of groups in school together. so i tried not to fight, to make it less awkward. but now we can fight all he wants and i wont give a fucking shit. im so over him its pathetic looking at him. :D!
gabriel
away from marcelo and on to another boy im in love with xD. yayyyy for slutynessss! analwayz. so this kid goes on my bus, goes to my school, and chills in the same place i chill during break. and he lives like right next to my house. he probly doesnt know me, not even my name, but i sure know himmmm hahaha. he's so fucking cute omgogmgomgom xD. hes like totally my type. id post a pic but ill do that later. cos i only have pics available on orkut and he'll see i visited. so ill get one laterr haha. anyways, hes like sort of rockerish, i think. hes in the same grade as me. even though my mom so doesnt approve of me dating him cos he's 14 and im 16. which is so not cool! im a girl who loves younger guys. idk why,. but its like. adorable to me. sdjfnkjsdnf! im sucha pedo! so anyways, ill probly fuck him and not tell my mom haha. i fucking love him hes so cute. im pretty sure he knows who i am, or at least is interested, cos the nigga looks at me like every 5 sec's.
sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ;)
jessica
[edit: im not that happy that we became friends. im becoming too attached to her and it sucks. if shes absent one day, ill be so lost] shes so far a pretty awesome friend. we have lots lots lots in common. and now we call each other sisters. its kinda cool. she doesnt critisize me and likes me for who i am ;) she doesnt agree with everything but obviously not, no one does, no ones perfect ;]. and the whole thing with her already having sex [or had sex] with diego made her 10 million zillion times cooler haha. i lover, shes cool. if i go to america, im gonna miss her ;[
maxwel, igor & "the family"
so max likes me. i think. either me or jessica. or both D: ! thales and boca lina [hahahahaha xD] asked me if i wnated to hook up with max and i was like shit no hes too much my friend, i cant. and they said it was cos they were "curious" but now idk. did max ask them to ask me? all i know is that he loves to play around with me and gives me hugs and everything. and igor and him are like best friends you know. and then after all this confusion with max, not knowing if he really did ask if i wanted to hook up with him, igor TOTALLY stopped playing around with me. i cant remember the last time igor gave me a hug or talked to me like playing around. :/ i miss that, he was really cute, i like igor so fucking more than max. but like igor = sexual attraction and max = possible boyfriend material. && i got that new friend nelson i met through max. and i buncha other friends too called the family haha. i think nelson likes me, awkwardddd. :/
birthday?
i totally forgot my birthday was coming up. i mean, like, i knew it was coming. but idk. i never actually thought like omg my birthday is in __ days! i just went oh my birthday is this month. like whatever. im so stressed that i dont give a rats ass about my birthday. and what present could i ask for? i have all i want. i just want
a. to see nathalia
or b. go to america
luke & kevin
im totally losing touch with them. there was a week where i didnt go on myspace. and like, it wasnt internet problems or anything. i was stressed i guess, and i was going out alot, but the main reason was that i was either lazy or didnt feel liek going on. i dont feel that same omg i have to talk to luke/kevin thing that i used to. idk. i think we're losing touch. losing that flame, you know :///
OMG I LOVE GABRIEL
oh speaking of loving people, gabriel looks just like di ferrero from nxzero. so there you have it. the reason why i totally want to fucking biel. im like OBSESSED with nxzero. if i ever ever ever meet them, i would have like an orgasm and then pass out, no joke.
well let me fill you in on the deeetttz. there's lotzzzzzz ;)
marcelo
so overrrr himmmm it's hilarious! i dont know why i liked him so much. seriously it was really creepy. liek i said before, i wouldve done like everything for him. everything! i felt liek at his knees. where i could just feed him and make him happy and thats all i needed. what the fuckkkk was that all about. its liek one day i woke up and finally realized....uh wtf am i doing? and then i started seeing all his flaws and shit. its that im so selfconcious that i didnt think a boy could really like me and so i took advantage of the hugs and everything. it made me feel good. and also, we were in alot of groups in school together. so i tried not to fight, to make it less awkward. but now we can fight all he wants and i wont give a fucking shit. im so over him its pathetic looking at him. :D!
gabriel
away from marcelo and on to another boy im in love with xD. yayyyy for slutynessss! analwayz. so this kid goes on my bus, goes to my school, and chills in the same place i chill during break. and he lives like right next to my house. he probly doesnt know me, not even my name, but i sure know himmmm hahaha. he's so fucking cute omgogmgomgom xD. hes like totally my type. id post a pic but ill do that later. cos i only have pics available on orkut and he'll see i visited. so ill get one laterr haha. anyways, hes like sort of rockerish, i think. hes in the same grade as me. even though my mom so doesnt approve of me dating him cos he's 14 and im 16. which is so not cool! im a girl who loves younger guys. idk why,. but its like. adorable to me. sdjfnkjsdnf! im sucha pedo! so anyways, ill probly fuck him and not tell my mom haha. i fucking love him hes so cute. im pretty sure he knows who i am, or at least is interested, cos the nigga looks at me like every 5 sec's.
sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ;)
jessica
[edit: im not that happy that we became friends. im becoming too attached to her and it sucks. if shes absent one day, ill be so lost] shes so far a pretty awesome friend. we have lots lots lots in common. and now we call each other sisters. its kinda cool. she doesnt critisize me and likes me for who i am ;) she doesnt agree with everything but obviously not, no one does, no ones perfect ;]. and the whole thing with her already having sex [or had sex] with diego made her 10 million zillion times cooler haha. i lover, shes cool. if i go to america, im gonna miss her ;[
maxwel, igor & "the family"
so max likes me. i think. either me or jessica. or both D: ! thales and boca lina [hahahahaha xD] asked me if i wnated to hook up with max and i was like shit no hes too much my friend, i cant. and they said it was cos they were "curious" but now idk. did max ask them to ask me? all i know is that he loves to play around with me and gives me hugs and everything. and igor and him are like best friends you know. and then after all this confusion with max, not knowing if he really did ask if i wanted to hook up with him, igor TOTALLY stopped playing around with me. i cant remember the last time igor gave me a hug or talked to me like playing around. :/ i miss that, he was really cute, i like igor so fucking more than max. but like igor = sexual attraction and max = possible boyfriend material. && i got that new friend nelson i met through max. and i buncha other friends too called the family haha. i think nelson likes me, awkwardddd. :/
birthday?
i totally forgot my birthday was coming up. i mean, like, i knew it was coming. but idk. i never actually thought like omg my birthday is in __ days! i just went oh my birthday is this month. like whatever. im so stressed that i dont give a rats ass about my birthday. and what present could i ask for? i have all i want. i just want
a. to see nathalia
or b. go to america
luke & kevin
im totally losing touch with them. there was a week where i didnt go on myspace. and like, it wasnt internet problems or anything. i was stressed i guess, and i was going out alot, but the main reason was that i was either lazy or didnt feel liek going on. i dont feel that same omg i have to talk to luke/kevin thing that i used to. idk. i think we're losing touch. losing that flame, you know :///
OMG I LOVE GABRIEL
oh speaking of loving people, gabriel looks just like di ferrero from nxzero. so there you have it. the reason why i totally want to fucking biel. im like OBSESSED with nxzero. if i ever ever ever meet them, i would have like an orgasm and then pass out, no joke.
so anyways. yeah. thats basically it! :D. theres all that bullshit going on with my school and nothings getting solved, dunno whats gonna happen with me if my mom gets rejected. i realyyyyyyyyyyyy hope she gets accepted. seriously. i would be so grateful.
i even said to god that if this happens. i will no longer reject him. i may not go to church every sunday or pray ever night, but i will at least accept him in my heart. and knowing myself, thats really hard for me. i think its a very good offer.
:)
i even said to god that if this happens. i will no longer reject him. i may not go to church every sunday or pray ever night, but i will at least accept him in my heart. and knowing myself, thats really hard for me. i think its a very good offer.
:)
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